i think i’ve just backslided
you know when you’re lonely (or whatever) you always think about that one person who has made you angry countless times and you vow to never think about them again or communicate with them again? Or the person that you’ve turned down because you didn’t care for them despite how much they truly cared about you but now that that person is no longer there and have moved on and found happiness is when you realize you truly care about them? OR the person that no matter how long you’ve been over you see pictures of them with their new significant other (or even just a friend) and you realize that you’d do anything just to be with them again?
Yeah, I think I’ve just backslided.